Choices

I'm writing this up,
To clear off my mind,
Though I may feel nuts,
Searching for something I cannot find.

I asked myself every morning,
Where have you been,
Because I need to tell you something,
But I don't know where to begin.

I wrote it on a paper,
Everything I want to say,
But the pen just chasing my finger,
Because I lost my words half the way.

So I listened to my heart,
For what it's going to say,
I know it's hard,
But this is the only way.

I close my eyes,
And found this small voice,
That want's you to make a choice,
whether to stay or walk away.

If you stay,
I'll take you far away,
And dance your favourite song,
Every night and day.

If you walk away,
The pain is the price I have to pay,
For your love game that I started to play,
Believing that it would be my lucky day.

Ruznan Ruzuki,
160116.

The Dark

When the devil touches your soul,
You'll find your heart an empty hole,
You'll see everything with one eyed,
Because the dark is now your guide.
No matter how much you lied,
In the end you cannot hide.
Find back the light,
In the middle of the night,
Because dark sins will come back to bite.

Ruznan Ruzuki,
140116.

Where does broken heart go.

I have a heart,
That I love so much,
Until you came,
And change everything.
You said it's going to be okay,
So I gave my heart away.
But you tore it apart,
Into tiny, broken heart.
I've walked away,
Don't force me to stay,
Memories of you,
I've left on the shore,
I don't hate you,
But surely I love you no more.
I need to walk away,
With my heart to follow.
But do tell me,
Where does broken heart go.

Ruznan Ruzuki,
101215.

The Elder

You may have forgotten,
That your parents are human.
There will come a time they soon forget,
All the things you've said,
Don't you get mad,
Don't you feel bad.

You may have forgotten,
That your parents are human.
There are things that made them fight,
For matters that look blurry at their sight,
Don't push it more,
Don't let it blow,
Pull them slow.

You may have forgotten,
That your parents are human.
Be their light,
For they're not always right,
But for you,
Forever they will fight.

You may have forgotten,
That your parents are human.
They smile, they cry.
They love, they hate,
But don't leave them,
Forgive their mistakes,
And wait them,
At heaven's gate.

You may have forgotten,
Allah has said,
In Luqman the fourteenth.
'Be grateful to Me and to your parents.
Unto Me is the final destination.'

Nisa Zainodin & Ruznan Ruzuki
(final touch-up by WAWS)
171115.

Mirror, Mirror

Mirror mirror on the wall,
Make me look good,
In front of people.

Mirror mirror on the wall,
Be my light,
In  my darkest hour,
Let us fight,
For something we're not sure.

Mirror mirror on the wall,
Dont let them see me,
The liars of them all.

Ruznan Ruzuki,
121115.

Letter to future me

How long has it been,
What have we been doing,
Are we still the same,
Or are we changing.
Only time can tell.
But,
How weird is the time,
I can't see you and you can't see me.
But for everything that we left behind,
That's the old you and you're the new me.

Ruznan Ruzuki,
121115.

Monsters

The world we live in,
Are full of monsters,
They lust for everything,
So they will do anything,
Until you left with nothing.
These monsters,
They frightened us everyday,
But what I'm afraid the most,
For every choice that I make,
Will turn me into the monsters,
That I hate.

Ruznan Ruzuki,
031115.